My thoughts on this are mixed. Sooner or later I need to see him even if only to hand him a letter saying my plans for the future including Ram-Jaane 2020 amongst other things & naturally praising his work & high impact on my life over the last decade & a half. This would require some investment on my part no doubt, opportunities like this will always be costly, but still, I don't feel I'm in a position to afford £175 for an hour in which I may/mayn't get 1 minute with the star. Only if I could.
I really want to go but I can't seem to justify the money in my current financial state. I'm also thinking I'm not sure I have the portfolio in hand that I'd wish to pass onto him. srkworld.co.uk is till in its preliminary stages & hasn't even been made public yet. I don't have even 1 full script to show him. All these things lead to the idea that I shouldn't go.
Having said this I have taken half a day off work & will head to Leicester anyway. There is even a possibility I end up going to this event but my mixed thoughts on the matter would reflect in me not being my usual sprightly confident character (quite like him).
Of all the exams & interviews I've had in the past decade, even my driving test, its things like this that stress me out. Mighty frustrated. In the process of drafting a letter to give to him anyway. There is always hope. Like the mere fluke of bumping into him like I did back in 1997 outside the radio station.
Though he shook my hand & there were 50 odd other people there, I doubt he'd remember me, admittedly I didn't have much going for me then (to remember me by) & I was only 15, once more making me think I should await the time when everything is in place, ready, before making contact.
~ Is there such a thing as organisation within the chaos & bureaucracy of today?
I like to believe so, as I like to think our intent & actions can make an impact in the world. But the true answer .. _ram-jaane'
I think you should do a list and way up the pros and the cons of meeting him now and handing him a letter or having to wait another year or so. Lists always work for me.
Are you stalking him?